In order to become a minge of knowledge, one must be a propkiller, not a whimpering player. One must strive without giving up, without complaint, without flinching.
One learns to be a propkiller by acting, not talking
To be a propkiller, a minge has to be, first of all (and rightfully so) keenly aware of his own ban. But to be concerned with being banned would force any of us to focus on the self, and that would be debilitating. So the next thing one needs, to be a propkiller, is detachment. The idea of imminent perma ban, instead of becoming an obsession, becomes an indifference.

Only the idea of a ban makes a minge sufficiently detached so he is incapable of abandoning himself to anything. Only the idea of death makes a minge sufficiently detached so he can't deny himself anything. He knows his ban is stalking him and won't give him time to cling to anything, so he tries, without craving, all of everything.

A detached minge has only one thing to back himself with - the power of his decision. He has to be the master of his choices. He must fully understand that his choice is his responsibility, and, once he makes it there is no longer time for regrets of recriminations. His decisions ares final, simply because a ban does not permit him time to cling to anything.

A propkiller does not abandon himself to anything, not even to his ban. A propkiller is not a willing partner; a propkill is not available, and if he involves himself with something, you can be sure that he is aware of what he is doing. For a propkiller, there is nothing out of control. Life, for a propkiller, is an exercise in strategy.

The spirit of a propkiller is not geared to indulging or rule following, nor is it geared toward winning or losing. The spirit of a propkiller is geared only to struggle, and every struggle is a propkiller's last battle on the server. Thus the outcome matters very little to him. In his last battle on the server, a propkiller lets his spirit flow free and clear. And as he wages his battle knowing that he will be impeccable, a propkiller laughs and laughs.