[Don’t you think your mind shows you the truth?]
The Absolute owns my mind. I cannot remember a time when her voice did not fill it. Except tonight... tonight the Absolute was silent.
I only heard your breath and your voice.

What was I when you first knew me?.
Before you ever knew me?.
A mad woman, butchering prey in the name of a god who would discard me without a thought once I was no longer of use.
Bhall. Lolth. The Absolute. They don't have followers, they only have victims. And they reward devotion, with death.
It's only because of you that I din't meet the same fate as Orin. Lost to madness and blood.
If you had killed me when we first met, I would've been just one more casualty of your crusade against the Absolute... And nobody would remember me...